When you feel like life’s got the better part of you.
What in the world do you do?
Set yourself ablaze so that you can start anew.
Do you bawl & cry your sickly heart out?
Do you feel the need to fill your lungs with putrid air & scream out?
Do you feel you would like to crash & die?
Would you like to jump off a building & spread your arms & fly?
Do you blame yourself & those
around you?
What on Earth are you supposed to do?
Do you stay in bed & wish you were dead?
Dreaming of a bullet propelled towards your head?
So that you become so feebly hopeless & terminally helpless.
Because you feel so blown-to-bits & greenly jealous.
If you feel like that?
I guess you feel like me.
Call me “G”, undateable “G”.
“G” the undateable.
I guess you can call me, ‘me’.
©Hillfire Dol, 22.12.2022